一位我敬佩的老师。。

April 24th, 2009

从小学开始,

我的成绩一直以来都是很普通的,

没有很好但也不至于很差。

我还记得,

小学时,

影响我最多的一位老师,

也是连续三年是我的班主任,

在小学生涯里最了解我的老师,

竟然觉得我在UPSR里不会拿到七个A

那时的我觉得,

为什么没有我的份?

我真的有那么差吗?

是很伤心,

现在回想起,

其实那时我也没有很用功的去温习。

哈哈。

这位老师在我五年级的时候就跑去生造了。

她没机会看到我拿UPSR成绩,

更别说我有机会告诉她,

我拿到七个A

是好运吗?

我不晓得。

中三那年,

这位老师来我的学校当华文实习老师,

我听到她的名字时,

我吓到了。

是她吗?

那个我敬佩的老师吗?

和一班就同学去找她。

我的样子她已认不得了。

可是当我告诉她我的名字时,

她脸上顿时有了笑容。

是的,

她记得我。

我很骄傲的告诉她,

UPSR的成绩。

她虽然不记得她讲过什么,

可是之后我还是满怀欢喜的。

她对我来说,

不是一位普通的老师。

她真的影响我很多。

没有她,

我不会是英式篮球的州手,

我不会是个认真学习的家伙,

最重要的是,

我不会是今天的我。

很巧的,

我在几年前遇上了她,

那时跟她谈了一会儿,

拿了她的电话号码,

可是一直就没联络了。

刚刚想碰碰运气,

传简讯给那个号码,

希望她没换号码。

结果呢?

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

crazy..

February 8th, 2009

kind of stress now.. long time din upload any blog here but since i cannot sign in my blogspot so i have no choice but blog here.. since 3 days ago, i cannot sign in for hotmail, facebook and my blogspot.. i dunno what happen but i need ur help if u noe wat’s wrong.. tis weekend i have to stay in apartment to study for my cuming 2 tests which are on wed and thurs.. study semicon and dsp enuf to make me stress but when i cant sign in hotmail and watever things make me stress to the max.. ahhhhhh… im goin to be crazy sooon.. help me..

childhood

October 25th, 2008

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last few weeks, my cousin sent me a picture.. erm.. when i just browse tru the pic, i thought why suddenly my cousin sent me unknown small kids picture to me.. but when i really look into it.. OPPS.. thats ME and my COUSINS.. haha.. wow.. how come last time i so cute but no doubt now also that cute lah.. haha.. the small gal in blue shirt is me and the small boy smiling happily is my cousin.. n i THINK the small small boy holding racket is his brother.. we used to stay 2gether for 16 years.. 2 family stayed in 1 house.. although my house not really big but we can just stayed there happily and comfortable 2gether.. mayb our childhood not like other ppl so fun but then we have our own memories 2gether.. no doubt i miss the time when we can stay 2gether

memorable moments:

  1. play companies game.. haha.. make money ourselve, cheque book and hide in a small corner and set that as own company (for ur info normally the corner that we choose fulled wif nyamuk but yet we stil wana bcum their food.. sweat..)
  2. play masak-masak.. 4 of us will b very semangat to set up the stall, find watever things that can treat as food and cook.. but then when finish playing, no1 wana kemas.. all duno run where d.. in the end all kena marah again.. haha..
  3. play badminton in front of our house.. the shuttle always flied up the roof, and have to ask the twin SUMs to help us take (for sure their face will b black black like bao qing tian).. or the eldest (means me.. coz that time im the taller..) we will curi curi bring the ladder n climb up ourselve.. stil rmb got one time, i paired up with my cousin.. then half way duno where she went and left the slipper ni.. after a while only i knew she jatuh inside longkak d bcoz keep on moving backwards to hit the ball.. haha.. (hope she wont read tis and kill me when im back to ipoh..)
  4. always bully my cousin.. duno y.. we always like to anti her.. mayb coz she very chuen gua.. we will always said tis to her “dun wana friend with u lah.. i ask who who dun wan friend with u oso”.. then she will go n complained to her mum.. her mum very sayang her tat time.. so in the end all kena scolded by her mum.. and have to said “oklah.. friend with u loh”.. we getting smarter after a few times of scolding.. whenever her mum not around only we will say tat sentence.. then she canot force us to play wif her d.. haha.. (for ur info, is the same cousin that fall down into longkang)
  5. kick football inside the house.. skill not as good as ronaldo and beckham so always spoilt things.. everytime adult ald told us dun play inside the house d.. but then bcoz outside very hot so we stil wana play inside when the adult not at home.. i think we broke quite many glasses d.. haha.. and naive small kids like us tried to cover from acknowledge the adult but in the end stil kena tangkap lah.. n tat time all the fingers will point to the youngest.. haha..
  6. learned swimming together in ACS.. all of us know nothing and went to learn for fun.. 2 hours per week but we really had fun inside the swimming pool..

wow… if wana list all out, i guess i no nd study for my final d.. haha.. erm.. alots of memories pop up when i look at the picture.. i tink 4 years ago they moved out from my house and bought a new house behind my house.. although the distance is just 30 steps away but then sure v lost a lotz of fun bcoz of the distance.. we are growing time by time.. now me and my eldest cousin ald studying at kl and melaka n soon my sis and my another cousin will study away from ipoh i guess.. ipoh is the place that gather us.. so everytime im bek ipoh, i wil try to meet my cousins.. for steamboat mayb.. haha.. we hardly meet but we are stil tat close in heart.. i can say that i can hardly see such close cousins.. hehe.. all the best to dark guy and my sis in spm lah.. gambateh ya.. waiting u 2 to come uniten (mayb).. haha..

等待=苦。。

September 16th, 2008

我以为我可以经得起等待的痛苦。。
原来我并没有那么强。。
距离已比一把尺还要长了。。
可能一开始,
我就不应该参与这场游戏,
因为我玩不起。。
离开的勇气总是被掩盖着,
这刻说要放弃,
下一秒再给自己理由坚持。。
是时候做出决定了。。
一拖再拖只会更痛苦。。
我没力了,
我很累了,
我投降了。。
我不想放弃的,
可是我真的觉得很痛苦。。

爱你??还是恨你??

July 11th, 2008

你我的相遇可说是缘分的造就吧。
常在想,你我会有发展的空间吗?
对你的感觉,
并不那么的踏实。。
这是喜欢吗?
对于你的忽冷忽热,
真的感到没安全感,
对于你讲过的话,
都带着半信半疑的心态。
在你对我很冷淡的当儿,
我会对自己说,
算了,他不值得我去喜欢的。
可是,
当你只是稍微地对我好一点,
我的心又在动摇了。
可能女人就是这样吧。
女人和男人都很善变的。
女人善变的是脸,
而男人善变的是心,
这句话是真的吗?

生气。。谢谢。。

July 9th, 2008

我现在真的是气上头了。。
朋友是这样的吗?
他们有当过我是朋友吗?
这种滋味真的很难受。。
当我很生气的时候,
其实我需要的只是一个听众。。
一个能让我把心里的愤怒讲完出来,
我只需要这种的发泄方法。。
不用一会儿,
我的心情就好多了。。
可能你不相信,
可是我真的没有一次真正的生气过一个人。。
这次,
我真的很想谢谢一个人。。
当我需要一个听众时,
他出现了。。
他没给太多的意见,
他只是静静的聆听我的苦诉,
让我把心里的不满发泄出来。。
没多久,
我们还慢慢的谈起其他事情。。
我也把那不满给忘掉了。。
心中的愤怒和不满,
如果能适合的发泄出来,
那也是种好事吧。。
谢谢你。。

after 3 years…

July 9th, 2008

i had updated a blog entitle "after 3 years" in my blogspot.. its about the netball match between amc and rps.. wanna know what it is about?? do feel free to drop by there  to have a look.. welcome all the comments from you all too.. have a nice day.. take care..

21st birthday celebration..

May 25th, 2008

*if wana c the pics for this blog please visit http://partialsummy.blogspot.com*

the 1st birthday celebration for my 21st birthday should be on wed nite.. a few of my church’s friends bought a cake n celebrate with me after our care group end.. but then there was something happen before the celebration.. i dropped my wallet at my apartment’s car park.. luckily the guard found it.. thank god.. the guard told my friend that she seldom ronda around our apartment but that night she suddenly felt boring and went for ronda.. n my wallet is in dark blur color.. it is not easy to notice tis kind of color in a car park which just a few lamp pole around.. i really thank god for that.. cant imagine with what mood i will celebrate my birthday if i lost my wallet that day.. after the first celebration, is time to shift to my gang of celebration d.. actually i know they wanna celebrate my birthday earlier with me since i am going back to ipoh on the next day.. since wed morning i was so worry.. for your info, my gang of friends not as simple as you all think.. they can sot until very ABNORMAL.. so i was worry my own safety condition since i know they will celebrate for me.. but then i know i cant run away so i have to accept it.. 1st program, watch movie.. the movie was really nice because the actress are all my buddies of course including me.. i hope they wont kill me when they see this.. the movie title are "Cinderella" and "3 pigs and a wolf".. whoever watch it before will know what i mean lah.. sorry to the 4 actress inside.. i don’t mean it gah.. my friend steal the movie from my external hardisk.. after tat, was ghost movie.. i think it was a boring movie actually cause not scary at all.. the only person who feel scare i think is botak koo only.. hehe.. the game had just started after the movie section ends. our "favorite" game, AIYA BOMBA.. all the "enemy" of mine were fighting to sit beside me so that they can balas dendam.. i was tried not to say so much thing that night so that i wont b the victim and my strategy plan was successful and thank to derrick.. he had took my place and keep saying something that make ppl aim him as the victim.. haha.. so i was safe that night.. erm.. maybe i should say not as bad as i think.. the leg still bengkak but at least i still can walk the next day.. hehe.. since 2.45am got champions league’s final so we need to end this section earlier.. cake was out and time to feel the "pain" d… as usual, i was asked to take out the candle from the cake (luckily flour become more expensive, no cake to play for them.. haha.. )but then 3 bottle of cream were ready to attack me.. my hair, face, legs and hands were fulled with cream.. i washed my hair for 5 times and body for 4 times only can wash away all the cream.. haiz.. after that, we went to mamak stall watched the final.. manu won by penalty.. it was a great game.. terry was so unlucky to miss the penalty.. i support chelsea but then i was happy that ronaldo missed the penalty kick.. haha..
on 23 of may, i received a lot msg, calls that wish me happy birthday.. thankz to all of my friends.. i wanted to list all ur names out here but it will take a long time so u know who you are lah.. thankz again.. theng treat me sushi on fri afternoon.. that was my 2nd time eat sushi in sushi king.. hehe.. but really had fun with her.. at night, went for dinner with my family.. we went to simpang pulai there fo our dinner.. the food there was quite nice.. but then got a bit sound pollutions.. (thats the disadvantage of having karaoke in restaurant) hehe.. after the dinner, went home for cake n photo section.. my parents gave me a necklace as 21st birthday present.. honestly, this is the 1st time my parents gave me birthday present.. haha.. cant believe leh.. but its true.. hehe.. sat night, went to meet my exclassmates.. had fun chatting with them.. alotz memories came out that night.. now all busy with own life so its hard to meet actually.. my secondary life become meaningful and memorable because of this gang of friend.. thankz my friends.. waiting for another gathering ya.. haha..
thats how i spent my weekend in ipoh.. actually it looks nothing but it means alot to me.. tis year is a special year for me.. everyone out there, i can enter casino d.. haha.. thankz again for everthing..

友情

April 25th, 2008

我最重视的除了家人之外,就只有友情了。讲真,我对友情没什么安全感。可能那都
是以前所经历的,觉得很难去维持一段长久的友谊。对,认识我的人都会说我交友满天下,是一个很有人缘的人,我赞同这说法,可是其实这不是我想要得。我想要
的,是一段长久的友谊。我很在乎我每一位我关心的朋友,只要他们需要我的帮忙,我都会尽我所能伸出我的援手。可是,为什么我就不能得到一个长久的友情?为
什么?当我觉得我找到一个我可以信任的,一个我觉得可以交心的,一个让我觉得我并不是孤独的,但是最后我们却只能回到普通朋友的位子?是我自己的问题吗?
我察觉到,我很被动。我不会主动关心一个人,我一直在等别人找我诉苦,发泄。我想要关心,但却害怕。害怕我打扰他,害怕他嫌我烦,害怕这个,害怕那个。我
之前看到以下的东西,令我非常赞同,因为这就是时常发生在我身上的:

  1. Both Friends Will Think The Other Is Busy
  2. And Will Not Contact Thinking It May Be Disturbing
  3. As Time Passes
  4. Both Will Think Let The others Contact
  5. After That each Will Think Why I Should Contact First ?
  6. Here Your Love Will Be Converted To Hate
  7. Finally Without Contact The Memory Becomes Weak
  8. They Forget Each Other. 

我知道这就是因为我失去那么多我认为可以交心的朋友。可是我却从来没改过,可能我就是注定孤独吧!

点名游戏。。

April 24th, 2008

點名規則:
A.被點到名字的要在自己的博客裏寫下自己的答案,然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你的問題,
仍然組成20個問題,傳給其他8 個人,列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字,還要到這8個人的博客裏留言通知對方—-你被點名了,
被點名者不得拒絕回答問題,完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

B.這8個人要在自己的博客裏註明是從哪裏接到的,並且再傳給其他8個人,讓遊戲繼續下去,不得囘傳。
被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福,並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

点我的人是 - my partner in prefectorial board (canteen areahead) - ng foong yee

1.小时候的理想是什么?
能成为一位医生,救会我已去世的爷爷。

2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事?
看到我周围的人开心。

3.你最害怕的东西
去世。

4.你有多久没有傻笑了
我差不多每天都在傻笑。哈哈。

5.你最想去哪個地方?爲什麽?
海边。因为那可让我觉得平静,安心。

6.最受不了自己哪個缺點?
被动,没自信。

7.如果有不開心的事情,你會怎麽辦?
听音乐。

8.最害怕失去的东西?
家人和好朋友。

9.五年内比较现实的目标是什么?
毕业后可以找到一份好工,报答父母。

10.你会怎样对待曾经背叛你的朋友?
先了解原因,但我不会记仇。

11.說出點你名的人的3個優點?
认真,负责任,功课好。

12.孤独是什么?
让我独自思考的时间。

13.喜欢什么类型的人?
幽默和有运动细胞的人。

14.什么原因开始写部落格??
因为一个朋友。

15.上一次感动是何时?
有一年的纪律营,我的学长为了照顾我而牺牲他的睡眠时间。

16.去过最美的地方是哪里?
云顶的日出。

17.你吃过最好吃的是什么?
妈妈烧的菜。

18.对你而言什么是人与人之间最佳的相处方法?
坦白和信任。

19.你认为男女之间不可能做好朋友吗?
不这么认为,好朋友不会因为性别而改变的。

20.如果能让你实现一个愿望,会是什么?
我要我的家人和朋友健健康康和快快乐乐,世界和平。

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点名:
我不懂要写谁,希望任何看到这个部落格的人都可以给我回应。这可让你更了解自己。不信??你试试就懂了。谢谢。。